i want to say im sorry.
i've written an entry before this but it went missing due to the poor connection.
words that are sincere are meaningless to her.
i know ive hurt you once again and im sorry for it.
i've caused you to be angry. sad. frustrated.
i dont expect you to forgive me.
her status is single.
i feel so lost after knowing that my another half is...... i dont know what to describe it as.
i just want to make things right.
ive caused her to tear again and again..
i will wait and im not going to rush things.
dear god,
i've written an entry before this but it went missing due to the poor connection.
words that are sincere are meaningless to her.
i know ive hurt you once again and im sorry for it.
i've caused you to be angry. sad. frustrated.
i dont expect you to forgive me.
her status is single.
i feel so lost after knowing that my another half is...... i dont know what to describe it as.
i just want to make things right.
ive caused her to tear again and again..
i will wait and im not going to rush things.
dear god,
nothing more, nothing less.
but all i want is to be happy with her.
and thats all im asking for this year's birthday.
you dont have to ans my prayers if its not meant to be.
i will wait..
i will wait..
lots, of love,
fara
